It'd be nice to be a priority once in a while...

Yeah mom, it's MY FAULT some shithead paintballed the car. That's what I get for trying to get you out of the house. Fuck you.

Illness is in full swing. Of what nature? The jury's still out.

Never keep a pregnant lady from her oreos ;D

I feel depressed and I'm pretty sure theres not a even a reason for it.

I dont think that "give in to some cravings" rule for dieting really works for homework...

Well at least it's almost the 15th

And so passes another valentine-less Valentine's Day. Boy said he "misses me so so much" although he has yet to show for a game or make a playdate.

Questionable?

I think spare me the word splicing and either let's chill or drop it. I'm sick of empty smiley faces.

**UPDATE**
So texting and there is a promise of plans. Except that it's open ended because he "just wants to see me"
*cue obnoxious little internal flitter at absolutely nothing (I say nothing because we haven't hung out in a really long time. So that means NOTHING)*

 [Especially after I just watched an episode of Glee that involved lots of conversations on imaginary faux relationships, coupled with my disillusioned mind, I'm just going to take the 'trick your brain into thinking"Who gives a shit? Not me." ' route]

I don't like open ended because then it seems like its MY FAULT if nothing happens. Either way, TAIS-TOI MON COEUR (shut up, my heart) is the name of the game. There's actually a song called that! SEE? (yeah I still suck at embedding...)


(Perfect for Valentine's Day isn't it?)

**UPDATE TO THE UPDATE**
Well I probably should've just started a new post, but the internet can suck it. (Not really! PLEASE DON'T GO :'(  )

But anyways we 'have plans'. As in, two very passive decision makers are trying to make plans which ends up being ME doing the planning. So who has to find a midway point between Town A and Town B? Raven. Who has to find a good place to go at that midway? Raven. Woopee. Oh well. As long as there isn't a freak weather meltdown (like there was LAST TIME we were going to hang) All will be OK. Hopefully.

You're playing JV tomorrow=you're sitting on JV bench for an hour tomorrow so that you're chained to the basketball games until 10pm. :] Sucks to be you.

Valentine's Day! ....Oh and some other stuff too.

Ok so funny thing. For all of the "It's just another day. Who cares?" and "Less drama!" and all the other words of wisdom about being on Struggle Bus: Relationship Edition, I can't help but be a little bit saddened by another Valentine's Day of singledome. And I DON'T EVEN LIKE VALENTINES DAY! (Which may be not so great for a hopeless romantic but you know what? FoRgEt YoU!) Maybe I have bitter old cat lady syndrome and that's why I don't like it. I wouldn't know.

OTHERWISE,

I just worked at a girl's traveling basketball tourney all weekend (I worked at least 20 hours between Saturday and Sunday....) and let me tell you. I don't know HOW parents can sit through an entire season of little kid basketball because I definitely wanted to throw myself off a bridge after ONE. And I worked clocks for EIGHT HOURS. HELP.

The rest of my life hasn't been that interesting in other spheres....because there are none.
What a LOOOOSER right?

Peace like a river ;)
Raven

Je Te Montres Ma Musique.

So I'm going to randomly post music on here. You don't like it? TOO BAD.

UNFORTUNATLY, until I can get Youtube and Blogger to stop conspiring against me (a.k.a. when I'm NOT supposed to be writing History essays and I actually have time to do these things) You're going to have to click the link and listen to the song without it being beautifully presented on my post. Sorry.

Why is Death Cab for Cutie so CHILL?!

...

*sigh* :3

Don't you just LOVE music?

Peace like a river ;)
Raven

Ok so even though the 'box of chocolates' gesture is appreciated and delicious and stuff, people do realize that they're spending like 30 bucks on 20 CANDIES?!

Guess who can drive?!

Holy FUCK. My dad is going to be here in less than 24 hours...

Dear M, your emails made sense until the last part of the second one. I don't know if you just stopped wanting to speak legit english or what but....ok?

Just Sayin....

I don't know if people find this offensive but I myself don't quite see the hype in baby pictures. And I don't mean like "look at Johnny at 6 months! AWW!" I mean like "look at my unborn child!" Like I do? But I don't. I understand that it is exciting in some ways, and that the mother probably is all excited at the thought but to other people, they tend to look like black, white, and grey lines. Occasionally they look like babies. Later on. Maybe it's because I haven't been prego (thank God.). Who knows. Either way, I will still look at your ultrasounds because I know that it is exciting for you, and depending on who you are, it may even be a TAD exciting for me.

But I still don't get it.

Peace like a river ;)
Raven