Tulsa said she already knew that I liked BC. That's TOTALLY bogus. :(
And if she knew that then my other BFF Amie DEFINITELY knows since I've talked to her about him the most (which in my opinion is still not even that much). And whoever the hell else. For being able to keep other people's secrets I obviously can't keep my own. This makes me wonder how obvious I am to the actual people also. Does he notice that I'm generally smiling when I talk to him? Do I invade his personal space? Does his friend Princess Perfect notice these things in the class where we all sit by each other? Does he like Princess Perfect? These things are so....stressful. And pointless and ridiculous.
So YES. I think I like him. There. I said it. So what. But he's just so....different it makes me not want to like him. Plus I don't want to listen to my friend's hating on him. I don't like him because I think he's cute. I mean I've seen his eyes like...once. I think they're blue. A cool blue. But anyways, he's very cool in a 'beat of your own drum' way. But slightly emo punker. Except I feel like I have to compete with his actual cool people that he talks to just so that I can be his friend (not that he ignores me. I'm just weird).
So there. Revelation for the night.
Peace like a River ;)
Raven
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