Wednesday, March 30, 2011

This face ---> :| is the story of my life.

So BC's Facebook went to 'in a relationship'. Not gonna lie. I'm a little bit crestfallen.

On the bright side, 'lucre' (meaning money or profit) , the word of the day (March 30th) on dictionary.com just got pronounced as "loo-c*phlem*" in my head rather than "loo-ker" like it was supposed to be. Thank you French. Just kidding. But only about the bright side thing.

But anyways (see the story before I started talking about lucre) it doesn't really matter because I don't like him. So there. Although I don't ever really feel the need to completely contain myself when I'm around him (not in a weird gross way, just in a...we can talk about how a Pokemon evolves without me feeling like I shouldn't act like such a nerd or something sort of way). So who the hell knows? Obviously not me. Either way it's like a little baby ember of like. Not a big fire of like.

All I've decided is that for me, love (or like, or even infatuation. And it doesn't even have to be LOVE love. It can be like....friend love) is like a hole. A DEEP hole with unstable edges. It's generally pretty easy for me (especially being a klutz) to fall into the hole, and not quite so easy to get back out. Maybe that's why I have trust problems. Because it's not like I've ever been REALLY hurt by someone.

So today's motto is:
WHO THE HELL KNOWS


Peace like a River ;)
Raven

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